Thursday, 5 May 2011

Confessions, Apologies and Facts

1. i'm sorry for getting upset over the tinyest of things. 2. i wish everyone saw me for who i really am 3. i may not be the best friend in the world, but when you need me, i'll always be there. 4. i'm sorry i can't make up my mind. 5. we fight all the time, and bitch eachother out. but i know that at the end of the day, you'll always be there. 6. i sometimes dream about being miley cyrus or megan fox, because everyone knows they're beautiful. 7. seven things i hate about you. 8. i hate the way other girls look at you. 9. i hate the way you look at me. 10. i hate watching your stupid football games, and wishing that touchdown was for me. 11. i hate your eyes. 12. i hate your friends. 13. i hate the way you always just walk away. 14. i hate your smile the most. 15. i know "hate" is strong word. i know. because hitler used hate against the jews. i know that. and i h a t e using that word. 16. i'm still growing. 17. i really don't like the "n" word. 18. harveys vegetarian burgers. check dat shit out. 19. i'm sorry for not giving you the chance you deserved. 20. i hate you. 21. i want an iphone with all my heart. 22. i've never been anybodies. 23. i wish we could stay at elementary forever. 24. one tree hill is thee most amazing show in the world. 25. i'm sorry for chirping you..alot, but your so easy to chirp and everyone hates you. 26. i'm sorry for that too ^ 27. i wish i was a little be taller, i wish i was a baller, i wish i ahd a girl who looked good i would call her LOL jk im a giant, and im ballin', and im not a lesbo. 28. my middle name is marie. 29. i like fashion alot. 30. i've always been awesome at lying. 31. my grammer and spelling isn't always as good as it is now ^. 32. i passed science with a 54, i gotta feeling it was because my teacher loved me. 33. the worlds gonna blow up in 2012. period. 34. i think its weird when pretty girls call themselves ugly to get attention. 35. i goto a school,that everyone thinks is dirty. but its not, its awesome. 36. i wish my hair was like brooke's from oth. 37. i also wish i was married to james franco. 38. i'm sorry you dont talk to me anymore. 39. i hate how i can't please you 40. i hate you, actually thats a lie. i hate myself. i'll never be good enough for you. 41. everyone will always be prettier. 42. i like to believe that i dont care what people think, but thats all i think about. 43. if you really knew me...LOLjk i'd never let you inside my head 44. no ones ever really there for me 45. but maybe its because i make them think that i dont need them. 46. i want bleach blonde hair and tan skin. 47. i'm sorry for not being tall enough, strong enough or good enough. 48. i really love the veggie delite from subway 50. everyone has the same fear,the fear of being alone. 51. nobody puts me down as much as you do. 52. i act tough, but with every word you say,i'm breaking on the inside 53. i only hate you because your pretty. 54. i wish when i hung out with you i felt just as confident as you feel. 55. my friends are bitches, they dont get me. 56. this entire time i've been thinking of something good to say about myself. 57. i dont know how to but i'll try,i've never thought of a life without you. but nowi know i should be grateful for everyday with you. 58. liking stuff on facey is really annoying. 59. i wish i could sing. 60. actually i wish i could do something important. 61. the beggining of tarzan, when its dark and sad, and theres a tiger wanting to eat tarzan. makes me cry. 62. i wish i could say more truthful stuff, personal stuff. but i know people who know about this site. and i dont want em' to know 63. sometimes i get so fed up, i can't even look at myself 64. some people think it may be easy being me, just stand still and look prettyy . < love. those. lyrics. 65. i'm 5'11 - 6'0 and im still growin' lucky me. 67. i kind of want to say i'm sorry, but I want you to say it first 68. i don't have the slightest clue about what I want to do with my life but I am one hundred percent sure on what I know I don't want to do 69. i wish i had someone. 70. i wish my parents gave me more freedom. 71. i'm sorry but i will never be , who you want me to be. 72. i never said i didnt need you. 73. my hair can't be tamed. 74. i wanna be recognized for the good i do in the world. 75. some days i just like to swing, i liek to sit on a swing and let go of everything. my regrets that haunt me, my fears that hold me back and the dreams that would come true. i let go of it all, and swing. 76. i feel this exact same way when i'm on a boat goign really fast. because all you really think of is the wind blowing threw your hair, you don't think. 77. i forgive and i forget..usually. 78. i'm sorry for taking you for granted. 79. " you're the best thing thats ever been mine" LOL jk.i have no body. 80. your so damn fineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. jsyk. 81. highschool. 700 days, of what? living, loving learning? you learn more about life in highschool than any otehr part of your life. you learn to live, and learn to live with no regrets. you find new friends, and you love them. but its 700 days.and when those 700 days come you won't be with thos friends you love, you'll be following your dreams and they'll be following theres, hopefully taking the lessons of highschool with you. but while your in highschool for 700 days, make it last.make it the best days of yoru life. be in highscool with the people you want to be with. because those 700 days go by really fats. 82. sweetie, the best part of you was never him. 83. i say shit i dont mean alot, but you hun have to build a bridge and get over it and stop being such a whiney two faced bitch, sounds good?thanks. 84. it's okay that you don't want me, really its okay.your not the first, and sure as hell not the last. 85. in this weird, twisted way i know you miss me. not because i want to believe it; but because you know you'll never find a girl that will put up with you like i did. 86. you're not oaky, and theres nothing wrong with saying so. you dont always have to say "i'm fine". you can tell people you trust that you're not okay. but if you don't trust anyone, then who are you going to tell? 87. it's not all that bad being alone. 88. what is love? i'll let you know when i find it. 89. i'm sorry, but the idea of you, was way better than you. 90. formspring.me LOL jk i don't care what you think. 91. i wish summer was endless. 92. mylifeisho.com. check it out. 93. i'm livin life one day at a time. 94. i miss making forts in the backyard with my little brother. 95. i miss summer in the 90's . i miss the smell of summer, and freedom, forgetting completly that your first day of kindergarton was coming up. 96. i wanna live liek music. i wanna live like a good song, a song that no one will ever forget. 97. i'm sorry for the walls i built. 98. i'd appreciate it if you left your slutty-ness at you're corner, you hoe. 99. i got ninety-nine problems, and they all bitches. 100. i don't like people who are fake around me. 101. i'm in love. with a sport. but i dont get recognized for being good, because someone in my fam is better. 102. my front tooth goes over the other one..just a bit. i want fucking braces. 103. i wish i was more outgoing to people i just met. 104. i'm sorry we didnt talk for a year.it's my biggest regret. 105. my biggest weakness is new york fries and gravy. but now i'll just have to stick with my veggie delite at subway. 106. i usually look past what people say about others, and get to know them myself. then realizing there just as awful as everyone says 107. i wish i was as confident as other people. 108. i talk too much shit. 109. you're looking like a tool not a baller,you're acting like a slut why bother? 110. i have a dog his name is jeffrey and i love him so much. 111. i guess it's over due, but im over you. 112. don't get me wrong being with someone is probably awesome, i just don't have anyone and probably never will. 113. i just really want to be worth the fight. 114. i know i sort of pushed you away. but even if i hadn't ,i doubt you would have stayed. 115. my heart can't take this anymore. 116. i'm so sick of everyone. 117. i want you to know this because your one of the only people who has every really been just like me, i know your hurting. i know its hard and its really tough.and i mean really tough.but i dont want you turning to drugs and alchohol to hide that pain. 118. guys should think girls are pretty on the inside. 119. i honestly can'twait for this volleyball season. 120. good is just a word we use to hide what we're really feeling. 121. i ahve friends, hell i have alot. but i feel so lonely most of the time, because nobody is ever there. 122. you could do much better than me, after all the lies that i made you believe. 123. the future is yours kid. 124. loves not a weapon. yea it pushes you around, and it usually takes your heart , throws it to the ground and stumps on it. but it has good morals and good intentions. its just getting you ready for the fight. love helps us survive. 125. somedays i dont feel like trying and i just wanna give up. 126. Eventually you learn to trust no one but yourself. And sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. - Marilyn Monroe 127. i should have given up on you.. a long time ago, i should've yelled crew you. because you treat me like shit. but i stuck with you. and i still do, i dotn know why but i do. and i hate myself for it, i just wanna be over, with you and all this, i wanna give up so bad. 128. i miss elementary school, just colouring with no purpose, learning new things that youve never known. but now you have to do things for a purpose , and that purpose is your future and now everything youre learning is just advanced. and it sucks. 129. miss you. 130. second chances matter. 131. i'm sorry for not being myself. 132. youre bad for me, and i should stay away but i just cant 134. i wish you would forgave me for the shit i apperently said about you, but youre stubburn and you wont. 135.im sorry for pushing you away,hinestly, you were good to me and i ruined it. it was never your fault. 136. veebz is the best thing thats happened to me so far. 137. youre too good to me... 138.

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